F U T U R E : a time that is to be or come hereafter
it's so hard to focus on the goodness of the future and so easy to concentrate on the bad things. i'm scared of not being all i want myself to be and achieving all i want too. i want to be a photographer/filmmaker/writer/web designer/artist/musician. yet i know i can't and that breaks my heart. my only refuge is found in the promise of Christ. He alone settles my soul and gives me hope. He reminds me that I am on this earth for His purpose and not my own. while that is not very reassuring to my flesh, it reassures my spirit and that is what matters. therefore, I will trust in God and give Him my future.
